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I sense the changes
but dunno what
Figuring it out
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Sry i just wanna stick home
Im not yet in the state of backing school
More people i wanna avoid than meet out there
I wont just go away this semester
I'll face up to all
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I need time to sit idle, doing nothing
LOL

Im not yet in the state of begining study.....
but i try to be, that's what i have to.
Just like you, although not very happy, but have to face it,. Sometimes we don't always do things we want to do, but we need to do. But once you do it, you'll also find joy in it.
You have learned to face up all,so that's really a good idea.