Mood: complicated
Listening to: Back to You
呼~~9月终于快过完了~~
我不知道我在想什么，或许只是想感叹下...9月，很忙，但不知道在忙什么...
9月的电话费60+，注意我是不打长途的人，厄...我也不知道是怎么用的>.<我只知道一个电话，一条短信就可以打破我一天的计划...火起来就想关机装失踪...但是我是个胆小的人...我怕误事...我也不想误事...good...i still have a sense of responsibility...
im no sociable gal，but im forced to be one..
i hear people talk, but ive to pretend to smile..
i know what u guys r talkin behind my back, but i dont care..
KEEP LOW-KEY
九月过完啦！！十月又是新的！！
宽容待人！！！
关于最近
EVERYTHING
无计划/无效率
I dunno what im doing
I'm next to crash
~我想回家~
!!!
开学了...就是这样...
可恶的学校!可恶的农行!!! 于是乎明天再跑一趟计财处...这年头连交钱都那么麻烦...跑啊跑的...我真是贱么....
我要搬学校住去了...
我什么时候那么积极了?! 我似乎还有晚上10点回家的记录...厄...世道变了...
我怎么总是有搬不完的东西, 今天老爸帮着运了一大袋, 明天似乎还要老妈跑一趟..我的衣服,蚊帐,被子,毯子(这个似乎是某傻人要的),还有一堆杂七杂八的东西,还有可爱的电脑!!!还有填肚子的!!卡卡!!!我真是麻烦...
学校啊学校啊学校...我终于又要回来了...
I sense the changes
but dunno what
Figuring it out
...
Sry i just wanna stick home
Im not yet in the state of backing school
More people i wanna avoid than meet out there
I wont just go away this semester
I'll face up to all
...
I need time to sit idle, doing nothing
LOL
I thought this summer would be a great mess
but everything just turns out fine
IELTS, school stuffs, friends, ...
Actually --
FINE as WEIRD
Not much time left for vacation
suddenly just wanna stay home, going nowhere
Someone asked why i could just sit idle, doing nothing
Im just best at it !!!!!!!!!
Sometimes i love to immerse myself in my own world
but never take it as a waste of time
Gotta be ready for school now >.<
Last Sept...everything felt fresh..
This Sept...everything feels unsure..
My freshman year was like strange(or maybe i should find a better word for it)
Hope this year i wont walk back dorm at night, thinking abt days in highschool
and texting old friends as i need sb to turn to
Only losers live in the past...
(BTW, i really liked Tuesday night together with Ran,sometimes FUN as well )
I learned to value friends on campus (greatest lesson)
The more sociable u can be, the more friends u get??
Nonsense!!!!!!!!
Nodding-acquaintances make no differences as passers-by...
Only true friend matters!!
Anyway, i want things to be better
Some guy makes plan for everything (do admire this..)
I used to...now...i dunno dunno dunno
BUT I SHOULD MAKE IT OUT
I FEEL
I AM THE STRANGEST CREATURE!! KAKA!!
I wanna live like a kid
but not be treated so...
I HAVE THE POWER TO SEE THINGS GETTING BETTER! HAHA!!
Simple life, Simple lolly, LOL~
